the last week has been a rough one, but the hardest part about it was not seeing my baby. since bringing him home, we haven't been away from him a single day. so the last five days were sad ones not be able to hold him, play with him, care for him, and see him smile. usually when stuck in the hospital i think of myself and what i wish i was doing instead. but this time, i was sad not to be there for him like normal or most mothers. we walked in to him holding a lunch box in each hand like little suitcases. so cute. he looks different to me too, despite his hair cut. yes, my mom gave him his first hair cut without us knowing! i'm extra sad about that, at least it was only his bangs and not a full cut. oh well. i just thank God that baby is doing well now after his recent hospital visit. as i rest for a couple days and gain my strength back, we look forward to all being home together again. and we pray to stay healthy as much as possible! thank you for keeping us in your prayers this past week.